artisticsinger

Today hurts. My head hurts, and everything has just slown down. I am not sick, i think its my addiction to coffee. I didn't have any this morning and i usually always have some everyday. Instead i had non-caffeinated chai tea... so I am thinking that that's what it is. WE also had a lock down at school this morning too, our buses all sat in store parking lots while the intercom told them not to come to school to sit and wait for the next thing. We sat that for a half hour. They were debating whether to go to school or not, and since we were already on our bus then what the hell? why not? but no, we weren't. We went to school. Yesturday was

A Whole Other Realm School always felt so long. The clock ticked slowly, each second pummeling like a chisel with a hammer into my brain.  This first day of school was especially brutal. It is supposed to be the shortest day of the entire school year. Yet, it felt even longer than the length of time was expected; especially from today. I wasn't such a devotee to school. It never attracted me. It wasn't so much of the activities that bothered me, but more or less the people that were involved.  Teenagers are experts at throwing things out of proportion, making everything so dramatic, and so draining.  I tend to always steady myself before en

Okey, so I'm in my homeroom at school right now, and sitting here wallowing in a depressing fact. Choir is dear to me, i love it because i love music. I love to make harmony and sing with other people  as well, and it helps me come out of my shell and meet new people who have the same intersts. My choir is an audition choir, and so we make sure we don't get people who are only in it for easy A's but who are just serious and love music (they don't have to major in it, but atleast hold somewhat of ap ssion or dedication to it) it is alot of fun. I love it. It is wherei feel home. This year ism y senior year, and every spring break we have a t